Retrieving my past-1:The earliest moment I can remember

Actually, I don't have any memories of my home and its surroundings where I was exactly born. Now, I see that place, which is about 1 mile north from our present house, harboring a thick bush of bananas and bamboo trees. There are not any houses anymore as this place is located in the middle of the cultivated field with no road connecting to it. My parents moved to the present place when I was 3 years old. I can't remember any circumstances before that.

The earliest moment that i can remember was the period of our house, the first house that i saw in my life, construction around 2042 B.S. Our house was made up of wood and mud with roof of rice straws & 'khar'. It was a two storied house supported with large wooden logs (called 'KHANBA')used as pillars. The moment i remember is like a snapshot, very short lasting. Still, I am curious why that moment remained so strongly in my mind. I was watching the MISTRI, a person who makes house, who was on the roof under construction. I remember he was adding some wooden beams on the south-west corner of the roof which was just above the room of my grandfather. I don't actually remember if i talked or not but i know my father was also nearby me. I don't even remember if i was standing upstairs or on the ground. That's all I remember of that time. Though almost twenty two years have passed from that time, Still this moment suddenly strikes my mind and takes me to my infancy. And I think this will remain the same during my life. Though this is very short and incomplete scenario, I will be trying to remember and dig out more mysteries behind that moment...Probably, i may wish to ask more to my parents about that time........contd.

Retrieving my past

Today, I have thought to start compiling my past memories in this blog. In one post, I will try to recall just one event/incident or any special and interesting happening in the last 26 years of my life. From Damak-Bhangbari, where I first cried with unknown reason even before i was dropped on earth, Now, I am here (College Station,TX, USA)with a salient dream to be fulfilled. Could be this a great fortune no one ever got within my paternal family before or a personal achievement with my vast efforts, labor and dedication. Whatever be the analysis underlying my journey to date, I have indeed travelled over a number of paths conflated with their both black and white parts.Of course, I have encountered many situations that confronted me towards a quicksand of impassiveness for short or long. However, I always tried to keep myself on the top discipline to ethically conjure myself into the mainstream of my life-philosophy. As a usual human being, surrounded with huge life events and experiences, I have both positive and negative entities within me....
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The Flow of Life

Summer days of Texas, hot wind blowing frequently towards unknown direction, a man inside a room alone .......Sometimes sentimental, sometimes moody, sometimes cheerful. Nothing more to think, nothing more to imagine and nothing more to believe in some dramatic change in life. Evolution, the key word for day to day prayer to every biologist, is still unable to convince me. I don't know why? I don't believe in systematic happenings and changes. There are always some dramas in the world, in the earth...and in all that we can think about. I am always different and against what is seemed obvious and usual in front of us. No one is never free from his/her responsibilities and duties that may be day to day type or never lasting in whole life. We should take it easy. We should walk slowly and in our own way, own pace. Though, it is normal conception and agreement among Physicists that; the faster we walk/move, the longer we will be living. But I don't want to live longer. I want to track my own pace on my own path...the path which tribute all the combination of components which are supposed to form a perfect life. I understand, there is no perfection in practical life but there should be perfection in feeling, at least. I like to feel....to imagine....to think.....imagination is the beginning of reality, i believe...i just believe in that......That is why I love thinking, i like virtuality......all the time.....and i am happy on that....and will remain happy forever....

Early days in TEXAS

This is Texas A & M University, a place where more than 50,000 students are in the midst of their struggles dreaming a so called, bright future. I am, of course, one of them. I arrived here at College Station on 14th of May (Wednesday). Since then, I have got chances to visit my professor, my department, the cities of College station & Bryan and their surroundings. When i first arrived at College station, it reminded me of Rampur Campus, Chitwan: especially with similar weather, the summer days with bright sun shine and hot-humid sensation. Though the hot weather condition made me feel uneasy, the green trees and lawn really amused me. As,my official paperworks at TAMU are still on wait, i don't have much things to do these days. However, I am helping departmental project works in the morning. Till now, i haven't thought about my research i.e. what and how would it be. I think, i don't need to worry much about this right now, however, definitely I have to start consultation with my professor very soon. Today, it's Monday. I am in the room: 503 cherry st.#203. The sun is very bright outside. The temperature is over 90 degree with gentle hot breeze.........MY mind is not ready to look at some books or some papers in the internet.......Rather wanna chill out watching TV and a cold coke.......

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Count down # 1

Tomorrow, the 3rd of May 2008, I am going to take part in the commencement of my graduation. I will be formally awarded with my MS degree at that ceremony. It will be a great day for me. Not only am I excited for this moment but also, am seeing some challenges confronted in front of me. My mind should be filled with joys and happiness today, but i don't know why i seem so sluggish. These all seem to be some formality to me. I am not much enthusiastic at all. Anyway, today i organized a small get together with my professors, some staff members and my friends of my department. It was really a great moment. I am so happy that most of the important personales were present in the reception including department head Dr. Sue Blodgett, distinguished professor Leon Wragie, My advisor Dr. Karl Glover, other professors Drs. Jeff Stein, Larry Osborne and Brian Louge. Their greetings and wishes really made me feel proud.

Tomorrow, I will try to write something. I am thinking some resolutions for my draduation day of MS degree but till now i have not found any. I have one but i don't like to regret by disobeying my own promise. So, still i am thinking about it. Let's see....what best thing could i do for this...

It is already 12:21 am. So, it's the time to say GOOD NITE Brookings.

2222 10th st#6
Brookings, SD, 57006

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Count down # 6

Just six days left for my graduation ceremony. I am excited to appear on that commencement. However, I have to petition for my late submission of attendance card for that ceremony. It has already been one week late. So, I am not sure if the office of Registrar's will accept this. Any way, i will be graduated from that day.

Today, I did not do any remarkable work. Visiting few friends and some coffee talks took my most of the day time off. I have started writing something on my blog each day. So, I have started my first effort with count down # 6. I hope this work will get continuity for long ahead. Tomorrow, i have few things to be done: Go to the administration office, Buy a hat for graduation day, submit some forms/papers for graduation, and start writing manuscript of my journal paper.

This is all for today.

Good nite brookings!
2222 10th st. #6, Brookings, SD, 57006

One week away

I have a bunch of works to be accomplished this week.
I have to work on my paper manuscript. This is the most important task for this week.
Similarly, I have to focus on some NeSA's works. There are two major tasks:1. Distributing 'certificate of appreciation' to the 'Nepal Nite 2008'contributors. 2. About Donation from NeSA(We are planning to provide some money to Nepal based social works). Then finally, i am participating in graduation ceremony on May 3. 2008 (Saturday). I need to be prepared for that day. Then in next week, i will be leaving Brookings. Now i need to prepare my schedule for all these work profiles. Now a days, i am getting disoriented....I am not able to manage time. I don't know how these happening? Okey, now it's the time to focus and concentrate towards these major points. I have to get these done in any way....I should and i must...

FOCUS:MOVE

It's has been very long since i post my last blog. After NEPAL NITE, I remained busy with my thesis work. As soon as I submitted my first draft, my focus headed towards GRE test. I had set 13 whole days to get me prepared for this test. I had no options than sitting for the test on March 15. I was mentally prepared for the test in spite of the very short time for preparation. Fortunately, I did not lose my confidence during that constricted period. March 15 was really a big day for me. It nearly drove me towards foiling. Today, i submitted my second thesis draft which was a past due, to my advisor. Tomorrow, most probably I will have a meeting with my advisor to fix a date for my final oral examination (MS Thesis defense). Then i have some wheat lines for crossing starting from tomorrow. After that i have to again concentrate to prepare final copy of my thesis. Then time comes for final oral exam preparation. By 15th of April I have to get that done. Then after, I have some works to be accomplished in winter wheat breeding lab before i leave. It will take couple of days to get that done. Thus, i will start to wrap up my jobs at Brookings, SD. This is how, My Time Limit will end an episode and invite a new one .....

Peace

Please enjoy thIS peaceful instrumental music:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tTx-jYAK7LY

Today : No Thesis Work

Though I had a concealed plan to allot couple of hours for my thesis work today. But, unfortunately, i could not make it. Actually i accomplished a lot of tasks in concert with my workfellows. So, my day was satisfactory. My day was started after i came alive at 8:15 am in the morning. Though i was hearing some phone calls, i could not dare to accept those before that. Yesterday my Valentine's day was incomplete. So, i did have just one option to rationalize my weakness through a call with indulgent voices. I became successful on that. So, i was in a happy mood this morning. I expended two calling cards to wrap up our sweet whisper. Then after, i started my daily job of NN08 season. I was almost busy till 5.00 o'clock. When i was just about to open some pages of my thesis draft, i saw some suggestions and feedbacks regarding our ticket sale in my email box. Then I talked to Saurav immediately and make a plan of door to door ticket sale campaign. Then we called a meeting in no time. We (Me, Saurav, Rajendra, Manish, Rojan & Praja) successfully got through it by 11:30 pm. Hoping with some progress tomorrow, i came back home and informed about this campaign via NeSA mail.

At last, i could not sleep without dropping few words on my blog.......
"GOOD NITE" Brookings, 2222 10th st., SD.
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